She will be there for around 3-5 yrs.. Lets just say until my bro-in-law's job is stable enough and then ask for a transfer back to Spore..
Im so used to her traveling till i dun really feel the sad impact..
Im even glad at times becuz no one to bug me, no one to shout at me and finally im going to get my own room !!
Until this morning when i was preparing for the airport..
I begin thinking about my life without her...
No one to talk to me before i sleep.
No one to chat with every morning... (Yes. we talk every morning without fail before work..)
No one to stand up for me when someone bully me.
No one to tell me whats right and whats wrong.
No one to give me unreasonable demands.
No one to gossip about friends and relatives with.
No one to let me hide behind her during family gatherings (Hide becuz i always forget names of some weird relatives so my sis will call first then i just follow suit... Heehee)
Mostly,
Just no more my big sister to love me here in Singapore.
If u know me in person, u should know that im super close with her. Although she is demanding in so many ways but i just love her too much and i would ALWAYS give in.
Ppl say im spoiling her too much.. CAN OR NOT ?? MY SISTER RIGHT??!!
Back to this morning,
So, i got out of the shower room.. Crying uncontrollably, Went to her and said.. " Jie, u must come back leh.. U still have yr younger sister here... Dun forget ok..."
I CANT IMAGINE SAYING SUCH THINGS LOR !! Suddenly felt like i went back to the past and the 14 yrs old shirmaine just said that.. =/
Anyway, she left the departure gates with family, friends and colleague sending her off..
Didnt take a single shot, too heartbroken to take lah! Busy crying... ="(
I hope she will do alright there... She got no one to throw her temper at so im abit worried...
She will be back in Jan for CNY 09...
*looking forward*
Before i sign off....
I love u jie, u know i do...
And i will miss u more than u can imagine...
Hugs and kisses...
Come home soon... =)
Yr only sister
Mainey xoxo
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