This past few days have been shiity for me... IM SICK... being sick is not only the prob... wat worse was i had to work stupid shifts somemore.. 4 days in a row i did closing.. it was freaking tiring plus my throat, my nose, my limbs and my head is giving trouble !! Wat luck...... C rapz....

But by yesterday, i was all well and ready for shopping... kekek... met kee lin at town for a brief shopping trip. like usual... i was late.. so out of politeness.. i smsed him to apologize...

" I will be a little bit late.. Im so sorry.. Plz keep yrself entertained till i reached ok? Hehehe..."

" Go and Die... " THAT WAS THE REPLY !! how crude.... Sensitive male virgo BYATCH !! Hai... Some good friend i have... oh well...

So.. i reached safely and met him at heeren.. We walked ard for a while and decided to go cine for a movie.. unfortunately, there werent any nice movie on so too bad... Actually.. The aim for today's outing was 1) get a nice shades for myself... and 2) girls hunting... Dun worry.. im straight... the looking at girls part aint for me.. Its for the unfortunate guy walkng beside me... wahahaha...

" Why arent we looking at guys too?" KL suddenly asked

" i mean... u are a girl so why arent u looking at guys??"

"hmmm... Becoz i dun look guys, kee lin.... guys look at me..." hahaha... that answer left him in silence... GOT CHA !! hahah... but isnt it true??? okok.. im shameless... SO !!! hahahah...

So next.. we made our way to LV boutique... The "tall" guy announced that he never been to the boutique before... I was shocked !! HELLO !! its LV... god.. where have he been to all this years.. Mars??

"Actually... Ya.. Woman is from venus and Man are from mars...." He replied.. -_-" wow... that reply doesnt really linked did it.. crapz... hahah..

kk... then we spent the next hour at coffee bean outside wheelock place.. we declared that place a gathering place for smokers... due to the seatings are all at outdoors.. ppl ard smoke as if they have no tml.. hai.. i feel my lungs turning black just by sitting there... anyway.. we chose our spot near the edge.. 1). Becoz the air there seems cleaner. 2). its more convenient to look at girls this way.... that was our main objective ma... So must fulfil it !! hahah..

We ended up talking crapz AGAIN.. how come we are so full of crapz??? i had no idea.... but it was fun chilling with him.. since he's so full of shit.. hahhah... anyway, we decided to go each and every one of the coffee bean branch in singapore to see which is the best.. kinda lame though... but it doesnt matter.. as long as we are happy right?? kekek..

Tml i have a date with angeline !! then a dinner date with my cousins... Hai... so busy.. why am i so popular??? hahaha.. kk.. shameless statement again.. hahah... till next time.. ciaoz....

So... Im here once again in my store updating my blog... wats different this time was that every part of my body is aching like mad... This pain is utterly indescribable !! Its all becoz of the Nafa test i took yesterday !! A physical test which made me realize wat a weakling i am... Thanx...........................

I think i embarass myself at the test... Totally crapz.... Hai... Worst part was the pull up... u all must understand that girl's pull up is much easiler than the guys wan... So i happily see keelin the the other guys do the pull up thinking...

"Chicken feet lah... Can easily get above 5 lor... Wat is pull up man !! Plus i will be doing girls's wan... Ha!! Easy..."

Hai............... Damn..... when its my turn.. i could only do 3 !! Yes !! T.H.R.E.E !!! im a disgrace to human kind... see lah.. talk big somemore lah... hai...x3...

k.. next was the 2.4 run... The only section which i was totally not looking forward to...... On my way down to the track... All i can think of was...

"die lah... this time surely die wan...."

So.. the whistle went off and 40 over ppl start running... cannot believe it.. starting only i was already all the way to the back... totally unacceptable... as i was running... i couldn help looking at the Dragon Boat team... The guys were all so fit.. woooo.. cannot take it.... kk.. back to the topic...

After running abt half a marathon(ok.. im exaggerating...), aloy run past me...

"U left how many rounds?" i asked... hoping for a answer that shows im not as slow as i thought i was...

"last lap already !!" he replied... flashing his unbelievable cute and charming smile!! God is unfair... hahha..

Thanx... my timekeeper just told me i still have 3 more rounds... Great.. Just great... hai..

Finally.... i was doing my last lap... half way through the finishing line... From across the field.. that idiot timekeeper shouted...

"No: 7(thats me !!) u can stop running already.... times up !!!" infront of SO many ppl he shouted like that... crapz.. i hate him.. but... to show my good sportsmanship... i finish my six rounds... HUMF !!

this Nafa is totally shitty through out !! but.. at least i participated.... so im still proud of myself !! Hahhaha... Anyway, im a girl.. So it doesnt matter whether i pass or not... it doesnt affect me much.. Kee lin.. if u are reading this....

TOO BAD FOR U !!! wahahahahha....

One more thing... i ont be staying at this mac for too long le.. cant say why first coz its not confirm... but as soon as everything is confirm... i'll let u guys know k?

Peace out !!

HAIZ.....
i went for an interview today... I think it didnt went too well.. haizzzz... i feel so damn low morale now... SHIT !! why cant money just fall from the sky??? Dream on maine.. dream sweet...

Kee lin accompanied me there.. but didnt went up coz he said he was not wearing anything presentable... that leaves me wondering......... When did he ever wore something presentable???? kekekek.. joking dude... no offence.. hahahh.

So i went up feeling a little nervous... No matter wat this was my first interview ma... i went striaght to the front desk and took the application form... i hated filling up those stupid yet useless piece of ****... after returning the application form, i went back to the couch to wait..

I waited.......

And waited....

Wat the fuck !! when is it my turn ?!! it seems forever man !! During the waiting process, i smsed some ppl to keep myself occupied... Namely, Keelin(whos downstairs waiting for me), jonah and aloyious... I also found out that lifen also went for the exact interview just mins beore i reached !! cindy was also working there... small small world man...

Then it was my turn...

I was so freaking nervous... One man took out a damn complicated drawing and ask....

"Can u please tell me the dimension from this point to that point?" The bloody marking is damn small lor... He thinks i got x ray eyes is it????!!!

Haiz... Sad to say.. i cant answer... Should have listen in class... crapz.... Anyway... the whole interview lasted for abt 20 mins and at the end of it....

"hmmm.. anything u want to ask, shirmaine?" the lady ask.. come to think of it.. i didnt really catch her name.. wow.. how clever shirmaine... haiz....

"Can i kill all of u?" i thought of saying... But this foolish phrase may leave me dead so i better not try.. hahhaha...

"Nope..." i just replied sweetly cum smiling... (for yr info, this smile kill many guys before ok !! hahah)

So i just took my stuff, thank them for their time and walked out of the room.... Hopefully its not as bad as i thought it was.. But its over, so no use brooding over spilled milk... but.... ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, these few days been really stressful for me... dun understand why is god always fooling ard with my life !! so confusing.... wat to do in order not to hurt anyone?? haiz... my life is always so complicated... Why me !!!! Kee lin say... Be contented maine... but how then is counted contented? someone enlighten me plz.... haiz...

I/ll be ging back to school tml for the Nafa test with keelin... I cant run, i cant jump, i cant do pull up and not forgetting i cant do sit up.. why the hell i want to go??? beats me... oh well.. just hope i dun make a fool out of myself tml...

Cheerz...

Hmmm...
Recently theres alot of ppl post in my tagboard with some really unglam words... i want to apologize for deleting them coz i really dun wish to get into anymore unnecessary situations... Furthermore, i dun want ppl to get upset reading such stuffs. becoz i read one before and it hurt me really bad.. But its ok.. i cant change how ppl think of me.. neither do i care anymore...

Actually, can say that im protecting someone ba.. Even how much he changed, he's still someone i loved so much before... So... im sorry guys if u are unhappy that i delete the posts... i appreciate u ppl backing me up but i dun want the situation to worsen alright? hope u understand..

I was talking to shida the other day... We were talking abt rearing dogs... Becoz our store is a so-called dog store... peepz of BECC should know why.. hahahah...

K.. back to the topic... So i was telling her abt a debate between my mum and my dad... this was wat happen...

Mummy says: " daddy, if in the future, u got a chance to keep a dog, would u clean his private part whenever it urine??" (this topic came up becoz we were discussing one of my aunt as she clean her dog "there" whenever it do his business)

Looking at her in an unbelievable stare.. Daddy says:"Then wat is billy(my dog)? Is he a pig ????"

Hahahahahahhahahahahhaha................... it was so hilarious man.. I was laughing my ass off at the back seat of the car... Gosh... My mum can be so "slow" at times... Hahahhaah.....

Goshhh...
Wat a weekend.... I had a really wonderful birthday.. Thanx to all my frenz that took out their time to celebrate it for me... Thank u so much.. U guys made my 20th birthday a reason to remember...
3 different celebrations with 3 different groups of frenz.. I have so many pics to posts but due to some unforseen cirumstances.. i could only post them next week.. So look out for it k?

Ok.. back to the celebration.. First up was on the 16th sept.. i met keelin, jonah, chengjia and jac for a Kbox seesion at marina square... I have to admit that the place was very nice... the lighting and all was good.. plus... Ade is working there. therefore i got a discount plus many many free stuffs... hahahah... ok.. i sound cheap skate.. kekek...

I was utterly amazed by ah girl's(Cheng jia) vocal... goodness.. the can pull off a jay chou song without breaking a word... i didnt know he could sing that well... Never judge its book by its cover... hahaha...

Jonah was all along well known for his singing... His singing could melt every girl's heart... Try harder jo, then maybe next time u could melt mine too... kekek... We sang a duet.. the song *xuan ze* (choice)... Honestly speaking.. i feel so stupid when i sang it with him... why? well... Simply becoz He sound like an angel whereas me...... i sound like a freaking toad.. sad.. hahah..

Me, keelin and jac was just trying to act professional to match the other 2... hahahha... after a while... jac suddenly say...

"Birthday how can no liquor"

This is when my nightmare begin........

"u want tiger or house pour?" she ask sweetly...

"Can dun want? Later i still got to go out leh.." was my reply...

then kee lin, jonah joined in... " wat u think?"

Fine !! i lose.... hahah

Then first came the volka 7 up... not too bad coz they there was only a little volka in it... waste my money !! Then after finishing the jar.. jonah chipped in...

"shall we order more?"
Then without me approving, they picked up the phone and ordered a jar of tiger !! Thanx man... u guys are the "best" !! hahh..

Finishing ths jar, they ordered another one !! im not a very good drinker u see.. compare to those 3... im only a peanut.. I try looking at ah girl for help... he just said..

"sorry cannot help u.... later got to play soccer...."

Wow... Thats wat frenz are for isnt it... crapz.. hahahha....

By the 3rd glass my head became heavy already... i think i start blabbering nonsense... i remembered going to toilet alot of times.. accompanied by mr jonah coz i cant make it there alone... hahaha... i think i look stupid...... hehe..

I make sure they will send me to my frenz later then i continued drinking... But first time i didnt vomit.. hence.. i can see improvement.. hahaha... After that, we took a slow walk to the MRT station... As they promise.. keelin and jo send me to marina south to meet my frenz.. they better !! or i will hate them.. hahaha...

After that i met ash, angeline, angela and sheila... We went to eat seafood buffet there.. The place is so packed !! We had a fun time cutting and cleaning the live crab.. Although its freaking smelly but it was fun.... Like usual.. we were taking lots of pics.. posing here and there... hahah... the pics says it all.. so i will post it asap k?

words cant descrbe how i feel.. Really thankful that i have this groups of friends.. each and everyone of them is important to me.. i love u all so much !!!

Thank so much for a wonderful day !!

On the 09/09/05,

We celebrated Sheila's Bday At Party World At Cuppage Building..

Had a wonderful time...

Enjoy the pics !!

Me and Angela posing nicely for the camera...

Once we take out the cam, we live in the world of our own..

Hahhaah..
This shot was suppose to be acting cute...

Well, looks like we failed..

We are just too cute to act.. Hahahah..

Angeline said this picture looks as though we are mother & daugther...

Wat u think????

Im just too cool to be true... Hahahha...

Group Picture !!! robin (sheila's darling) was our camera man.. So he was not included..

Hehehhe...

Me & the Birthday Girl...

Happy 20th Birthday girl..

Muackz....

Thats all for now peepz...

Next party !! Shirmaine Seow's Bday !!! wooooo...

Cant wait !!! Going to have a busy busy weekends... Yeah...

Just so glad to be shirmaine man... Hahhaha...

hmmm.. so.. im back here.. in my store updating my blog..
Had a really busy weekend so didnt really have the time to update..
Unlike any normal people, my free time is only when im at work..
hahahah...

Just recieved a call from Kee lin..
The black eye pea concert tix are sold out !!!
Left the damn ex wan..
Which i dun think i could afford after my Bday celebration...
So damn sad..............
Hai.. really looking forward to that concert...
Missed it last year...
Oh well...
Somethings are just fated...
Sniff.. sniff...

Its ok... I will make full use of that day anyway..
Heheheh...
Got to call lionel now to apologize...
Hang up on him becoz im pissed off at the news...
hehehe...

Will update soon with all the pics i took at Sheila's party...
Till then...
Ciaoz....

I recieve a tag from pan... Gal, if u can tell how i feel by a blogskin then u are damn good.. choosing that blogskin its becoz i like the pictures of the bear.. Not becoz im lonely my dear.. i have everything i need now... dun assume u know everything ok? And dun worry... i can live without ril.. im old enough to think... as for u.. concentrate on yr studies alright? cheerz....

So... Back to my reality... All along i thought today was mid autumn festival.. But my sister and my mum hit me back to the fact.. ITS NOT TODAY MEI !! okok... so i got the wrong idea.. big deal.. hehehe.... So at least there is something more to look forward to... isnt it? hahaha..

Tml is kee lin's bday... A group of us are going out to eat then catch the movie The Cave... hopefully its good... or i'll be wasting my $$$$$$ !!! Hahahah.. After that i got to rush down to town to celebrate Sheila's bday.. But no worries.. Coz my lionel will be fetching me... hehheeh... He's always there for me no matter wat happen..

I went to pass lionel's mum mooncakes yesterday.. She's so stunned... hahhaa... But she's happy though.. i hope.. We talk alot abt life, food, frenz... She a damn good cook i must admit.. that leaves me thinking........... Why my mum turn out like that? hahaha.. im just kidding... i love my mum nevertheless... muackz mummy....

Happy Birthday To Me !! YEAH !!! Its my lunar birthday today... Hmmm.. according to the lunar calender.. im suppose to be 21 this year.. Hahaha.. wow.. thats old....
So.. i came early today to work due to some problems encountered during my last night closing... hai... can cry... I need to do some shiity report... When i entered the store.. i announced to shida that it was my lunar bday today...

"So.. wat do u want? U want me to sabo you or hantum(beating) u?" she resorted...

Thanx girl.. A simple "happy bday" would be fine..... hai... sometime ppl can be so unfeeling... but its ok.. we then shared a nice large twister fries and a large coke... actually sharing food with someone is much enjoyable than eating it alone.. provided u sharing food with yr frenz lah.. if not.. wat the heck... hahahah...
Tml will be a tiring day for me.. meeting keelin early in the morning to climb bt timah hill.. then going to buy some stuffs, after that got to go back store to do some paper work... There goes my off day........... hai... but its okay.. i like to be busy, busy, BUSY !!!! hahha..
Friday, i'll be having and outing with my sistas.. celebrating sheila's bday... looking forward to it !! hopefully will be able to take many pics... with lionel's digital cam.. soon it will be mine though.. hahahhah... Talking abt digital cam.. My sister change her mind abt buying me digi cam for my bday... so sad.. but its okay... kkz.. till next blog... ciaoz...

Suddenly got out of bed today deciding to change my blog skin.. Its time or a new change in everything.. Although im not so used to it.. hahah.. i have to admit that kee lin is one damn good friend.. whenever i need someone to accompany me he will be there.. Thanx Kee lin..Actually im not quite happy with my new blogskin, shall we go back sch one day to use the wireless network again? hahaha...

Went to watch The Longest Yard yesterday... Finish work at 3.30 then rush for the 4.15 show.. Hahaha.. Lucky it was entertaining, if not a bet i'll be asleep in the cinema.. so freaking tired... hehe.. Stone Cold Steve Austin from WWF starred as one of the guards in that movie.. he so god damn fit !!! Hes getting more charming as he aged... hai... soooo MAN... cannot tahan... When i look at the person beside me.. (which is lionel... how sad... hahah..) The movie worth 4 stars.. Next movie to catch!! Herbi !!!

Went to cine for dinner on sat after work.. at pastamania.. one of our frenz bday.. i ordered creamy chicken.. didnt taste as good.. me, ralph and terence ordered the same dish only different pasta.. ralph and me cant finish ours.. but terence was enjoying digging himself to the dish.. kekek.. in the end.. he finish mine too.. this cousin of mine can really eat wor.. hahaha... After that i went straight home.. coz i was really tired already.. My dear lionel send me home.. obviously !! like he have a choice.. hahaha...

Anyway, looking forward to this wed.. me, keelin and zhi hao going to conquer bt timah hill again !! Till then...
Ciaoz......

These few days of work is damn FUCKED up !!
Wa lau... Breakfast sales up to $1K man...
When normally its only half of that..
Thanks to the Teacher's day sch holiday..
Idiot...
Run the store until can cry...
Today short of 2 crew somemore..
And i fell hard on my eh eh(mu bum) at counter front just now !!..
So damn embarrassing................
All becoz of Tan Zhi Sheng !!
Lets not talk abt it anymore...
Hahaha...

So, today while at work...
I saw this butch...
She is so god damn cute !!!
I keeping looking at her..
I think she noticed it..
Thats a good thing isnt it?
Hahaha..
I quickly smsed my best pal (Tan Kee Lin )telling him abt this incident...
I think he is shocked..
Coz he replied...

" R u serious? hahah.. U turning lesbo?"

"If she wants me, I dun mind..." was my reply..

Hmmm... Lets leave the rest of the sms conversation out..
Coz its not very pleasant..
Hahahah...

Yesterday, I finally did my resume !!
Send out quite a few of applications..
Hopefully they will contact me soon...
Learn to make pizza too !!
Taught by lionel's mum...
But my pizza dough didnt raise a bit !!
Wonder where went wrong...
In the end we all have to eat the topping only..
Im sorry everyone..
Will promise to do better next time !!
Hahahah...

Heard the song If U're Not The One just now...
Brought back many memories..
Couldn help singing along with the radio...
This song means alot to me..
Becoz it describes my relationship..

This song never fail to bring back everything to me..
Hope that its not only me feeling this way..
Hahahha..
Maybe watching a movie later..
Been going out everyday nowadays..
Hopefully my dad doesnt get pissed off..
Becoz this is only the beginning of me having fun..
Wooohooo...
Hahahah...
Till next time...
Keep smilling everyone !!!

Guess my curiosity got the better of me again...
This time...
I found out he lied abt having a blog...
Honestly..
It hurts...
But then again...
I dun have the right to feel hurt anymore...

I wont confront him...
I wont pester him coz it will only make matters worse then it is now..
He will only avoid me more...
He have his reasons to keep it from me..
And I respect that..
Watever he do im sure he just doesnt want me to get hurt....

I love him and i will respect him in every way i can..
I dun want to pressurizes him as his NS is coming...
All i can do now is to see him from afar and hope that he's happy now..
Loving the person is to see him happy even if he's not with u...
I understand fully now...

Dun work too hard..
Take care of yr health..
Watever happens, u are still important to me..
Take care..
All the best...