HAIZ.....
i went for an interview today... I think it didnt went too well.. haizzzz... i feel so damn low morale now... SHIT !! why cant money just fall from the sky??? Dream on maine.. dream sweet...

Kee lin accompanied me there.. but didnt went up coz he said he was not wearing anything presentable... that leaves me wondering......... When did he ever wore something presentable???? kekekek.. joking dude... no offence.. hahahh.

So i went up feeling a little nervous... No matter wat this was my first interview ma... i went striaght to the front desk and took the application form... i hated filling up those stupid yet useless piece of ****... after returning the application form, i went back to the couch to wait..

I waited.......

And waited....

Wat the fuck !! when is it my turn ?!! it seems forever man !! During the waiting process, i smsed some ppl to keep myself occupied... Namely, Keelin(whos downstairs waiting for me), jonah and aloyious... I also found out that lifen also went for the exact interview just mins beore i reached !! cindy was also working there... small small world man...

Then it was my turn...

I was so freaking nervous... One man took out a damn complicated drawing and ask....

"Can u please tell me the dimension from this point to that point?" The bloody marking is damn small lor... He thinks i got x ray eyes is it????!!!

Haiz... Sad to say.. i cant answer... Should have listen in class... crapz.... Anyway... the whole interview lasted for abt 20 mins and at the end of it....

"hmmm.. anything u want to ask, shirmaine?" the lady ask.. come to think of it.. i didnt really catch her name.. wow.. how clever shirmaine... haiz....

"Can i kill all of u?" i thought of saying... But this foolish phrase may leave me dead so i better not try.. hahhaha...

"Nope..." i just replied sweetly cum smiling... (for yr info, this smile kill many guys before ok !! hahah)

So i just took my stuff, thank them for their time and walked out of the room.... Hopefully its not as bad as i thought it was.. But its over, so no use brooding over spilled milk... but.... ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, these few days been really stressful for me... dun understand why is god always fooling ard with my life !! so confusing.... wat to do in order not to hurt anyone?? haiz... my life is always so complicated... Why me !!!! Kee lin say... Be contented maine... but how then is counted contented? someone enlighten me plz.... haiz...

I/ll be ging back to school tml for the Nafa test with keelin... I cant run, i cant jump, i cant do pull up and not forgetting i cant do sit up.. why the hell i want to go??? beats me... oh well.. just hope i dun make a fool out of myself tml...

Cheerz...