Guess my curiosity got the better of me again...
This time...
I found out he lied abt having a blog...
Honestly..
It hurts...
But then again...
I dun have the right to feel hurt anymore...

I wont confront him...
I wont pester him coz it will only make matters worse then it is now..
He will only avoid me more...
He have his reasons to keep it from me..
And I respect that..
Watever he do im sure he just doesnt want me to get hurt....

I love him and i will respect him in every way i can..
I dun want to pressurizes him as his NS is coming...
All i can do now is to see him from afar and hope that he's happy now..
Loving the person is to see him happy even if he's not with u...
I understand fully now...

Dun work too hard..
Take care of yr health..
Watever happens, u are still important to me..
Take care..
All the best...