Today im being very emotional again..
I heard some things that i just couldn accept from him..
I know it isnt my business anymore..
And i shouldn interfere..
Im sorry...

Two person that once shared one life,
Suddenly live in two completely different lifestyle now..
But i cant blame anyone..
Sometimes things just happen without a reason..

I miss those days when we play in the rain..
Days when we spend all our money on movies..
Days when we spend the whole day playing at the arcade
Thrashing ppl in Puzzle Bubble, but got thrash instead.. hahah..
Days that we just spend time alone with each other..
I miss cooking noodles for u..
Although u would always nag me for being untidy..
I miss u holding me close telling me u love me..
I miss everything..

To say that im not waiting for yr call or sms..
Its a lie..
A big fat lie...
Everytime my phone ring, i wished it was u..
But to get disapponted each time..
Nobody know how i feel inside..
Nobody..........

I promise to move on..
I promise to get the FARK over it..
But it will all go back to square one when im alone..

B.. I miss u... Alot...
Take care..
Maine loves u alot...
Even till now...

Anyway... at least there still something to look forward to..
Lionel called me just nw..
He's back from his survivoral course..
Will be coming back from brunei on Monday..
Thats good news...
Missed having him round.. hahah..
See u on monday nel..