Hey guys.. I wont be blogging for the time being...
Gone through alot yesterday..
Fucked up day..
Will be back once i feel better alright?

Ril, i hate u for putting me through this..
For yr information.. I dun have to choose between u or my family in the future..
Coz the fact is that i had already chosen u..
Just that u chose to let me go...
U are the one who told me never to give up on us..
Look whos contradicting now...
I hope u are happy now..
Dun ask me to be happy anymore coz shahril..
U took my happiness away..
U give up on me.. i didnt give up on u...
I hate u...
And i'll NEVER forgive u..
Goodbye...


I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
Because your presence still lingers here,
And it wont leave me alone...

These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase...
When you'd cried i'd, wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream i'd, fight away all of your fears.
And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

You used to captivate me,
By your resonating light.
Now i'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
But though you're still with me...
I've been alone all along.