Last day of the first month in 2008.
Oh Boy, how time flies..

Alone in the office now.. (Apart from the 7 parrot fishes swimming ard in the pathetic tank)
2 bosses went out of meeting,
One colleague on MC, the other went to the bank so its just me, myself and i..
Yup.. My company or should i say "team" is that small !

Recieved a call from a long time friend a couple of days ago.
Suppose to be a happy thing to hear from him..
Wasn't that happy in the end..
He was leaving me comments on my life.. Asking and telling me abt stuffs i really dun see the point to know or talk abt it...
Left me dangling in frustration..
Somehow i know he wants wat best for me but honestly, i dun need another father..

But i chose to keep quiet not becuz i know im wrong, but becuz i dun wish to lose a friend who dote me so much..
I just wanna tell him that im old enough and i know wat i want in life... Outsiders dun know anything hence they have no reason or the right to comment..
Especially that fellow who go on blabbering abt stuffs which does not concern him.. Honestly man, get a life... Dun have one then might as well go jump down.. No point living if the reason u are living is blabbering abt others right?

Nevertheless, like how the saying goes..
Saliva will drown a person.. But if they cant drown me, they will only make me stronger.. ~~ =)
I chose wat i want in life and nobody know wats best for me except for myself.. Thats one thing for sure..

At least KL was there to listen to my non-stop grumbling from Bishan to Jurong East. And he of coz, manage to make me see the big pic and make me laugh with his ever so crude jokes.. haha...

Honestly, there isnt many friends i could really open up and talk to.. But thats life i guess.. Different ppl has different perspective.. But different perspective can lead to unhappiness or misunderstanding...

Sometimes i feel, how strong is a friendship if u actually suspect them commenting behind yr back...? Wondering why wont they open up and say wats on their mind..? And u desperately want to tell them how u honestly feel but afraid that by doing so might sour yr relationship...?

Tough huh? Like wat they say... Lifes a bitch !

I cherish every one of my friends.. Especially the ones i grow up with.. I will defend and protect them in every way i can.. But will they protect and support me in everyway they can?

I hope they will....