Feeling so pissed off now..
I have been ask not to come work today again becoz they wanna cut labour !!
Wat the FARK !!
I wake up so early to go work and one sms came and say..
Maine.. Today u off.. CB..
Oh well... part timers are like that lah..
Get used to it Maine !!

Can u actually love someone as a friend whom is actually yr ex???
How do u actually stop loving someone?
When u decided not to see or contact him anymore, u missed him terribly..
But when u get to see him.. u get disappointed coz he only treat u like a friend..
Wat to do to lessen the pain..
I get confuse at times.. thinking that i can do it..
I can treat him like a friend..
I cant.. Im trying... But i cant...
Can u stop loving someone whom u loved dearly for almost 3 years?
Wat actually am i waiting for?
For something that will never happen?
Or waiting for someone who doesnt love me anymore..
When will i wake up?

It hurts to know he doesnt want u back..
It hurts to know he doesnt need u back..
It hurts trying to not to hold on but actually is...
It just hurts so much...

When will i accept the fact that we are just friends?
When will i let go?
When will i stop loving him?
I dun know..
I really dun...

I wont ask him back anymore..
Coz i dun want to get disappointed..
But i will always be here if he turns back..
I still will..
I love him too much..
Why cant he love me like last time??

Let this be the last time im feeling this way...
Please.......